after being back in Singapore for slightly over a year, going through the routine of work home cell church ministry… honestly, i can’t tell if i am or not settled in Singapore already. Somehow everything just feels like a routine and if any thing goes out of the routine it just seems weird. there is no expectations of what my nights is going to be like, there is no special things happening. no random meetings or what not. in another words, my life is now pretty monotonous.
after possibly being offered a job back in Perth, and as much as i want to stay there and apply for my PR, i am also quite torn. will moving back there really give me the happiness that i want, the joy that i use to have, the freedom of how i want to live my life? is that the road that God has actually lead me to.. or is singapore really my calling to stay?
in conclusion, i dunno. i am torn, i am confused. the best of both worlds will not work for me, but which do i really want in life?
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